Anon ([info]deniedblog) wrote,
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  • Music: "Cheated Hearts" - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

What to Say? What to Say?

I've been struggling with finding things to write about in here.  It's hard because the school year hasn't started yet.  So it's just like summer break.  The reality hasn't hit that I'm not going to State University.  I haven' t even officially unenrolled from the university.  I'm still waiting for Oprah to call me and say, "Girl, I'm going to pay for your tuition."  lol

I think that this year off will be good for me.  I had originally wanted to take a year off after graduation and figure out what I wanted to do with my life.  Instead, I listened to everyone who said, "If you don't go to college after graduation you'll never go."  Maybe they were right.  Maybe I wouldn't have.  That doesn't necessarily mean that I was going to end up working at Burger King for the rest of my life.  I would never let myself do that.  I should have trusted my instincts.  College isn't for everyone.  Maybe I was meant to do something else.  I would have figured it out.

Well, it's a year later and I find myself doing what I had originially planned, just in a different order.  I'm hoping to get a full time job since I have nothing better to do.  I'm also hoping to save money and do some exploring.  Me and my friend are planning a trip for New Years and my birthday.  Depending on how much we can save by then, we're either going to go out of the country or somewhere in the US where we've never been.  I also want to learn how to play the guitar that's been used as a decoration in my room for the past six years.  Maybe I'll throw in some singing lessons and a dance or bartending class.  It depends on how much time, energy, and money I have.

Alright, I'm off to do some exploring on oprah.com.  lol  She's very motivating.
Tags: oprah, plans, soul searching

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[info]litlebanana

August 8 2006, 23:02:41 UTC 5 years ago

If you never kept a journal before, it's hard to get started. I'd say it's important that when you have something to say, to write it immediately, before it sounds trite or boring to you. Even if it's just a sentence or two. That gets you into the habit of writing.

[info]deniedblog

August 9 2006, 03:53:23 UTC 5 years ago

Thanks for the advice. I think I'll write little sentences in word and save them. Good idea.
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